(in one moment...)
She feel something crack inside of her ...
such as tree branch breaking,
she knew exactly it must be her fragile heart,
crack again...
After read his blog.. searching, maybe he mention something about them.
Spark of hope came out when she read he write about a friend that he chat with...
but, after go down, and down...
she realized it’s not her. (she remember, he ever told her too this woman, who always share her tragic life)

So, she is lying in her bed, want to rest for a while,
she feel that she just running out her energy to keep continue,
tears without realize came down and make her pillow wet when she mused many things...

but she still continue,
Sometimes she smile when she read a happy things of him,
and feel blue when read the sadness part..
She realized that he has a though life...
it’s not easy being him...

An aching wish appearing again,
and she write this wish not just in her blog, but also in her heart,
someday, she will make him just write about them...
and no more sadness and tears..
only the happiness and joy of life
... no matter many times it will takes.

Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

Share each day with me,
each night, each morning.
Say you love me,
that’s all I ask of you...

that’s all ask lyric)

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